my future

We create our own future!

I know exactly what does it means.
Gw tau apa yg harus gw lakukan. Tapi sulit bgt. Ketakutan2 masa depan. Kecemasan2 yg blm terjadi.

I ran away. I avoided. I give up. I feel hopeless.

I shut myself in my room.
Sleep. Eat. Watch.
I do what I wanna do. Without think to much.

But now I'm back.
I hope I can through all of this.
Bismillah.